Thanks so very much, Helen! I am learning so much from you. You explain things thoroughly, yet simply, and I can tell you care so very much. It's been a blessing to me to have you here this week.
Maybe this is a crazy question, but sometimes I wonder what would happen if all my meds were taken away. Do they ever do that and start from ground zero? Over the years more and more meds have gotten added. I have a great pulmonary doc, so caring and understanding, and one who values my suggestions. I once asked him if any of my meds could be done without, but he didn't feel comfortable with it. He did change my Duoneb to albuterol neb treatments when he added Spiriva as he said Spiriva carries the same ingredient as Duoneb has in it. Anyway, I don't like to believe I really NEED all these meds. Maybe it's denial, but it does bother me. I always wonder what would happen if they started over, you know? Sorry if this sounds silly...
This reminds me of more questions, Helen. My last two breathing tests have stabilized and been in the normal range. And I'm thankful for it! But if this test shows normal, why do I feel more and more like I'm breathing through small holes? Why do I experience a worsening progression, especially in the last few years? I used to have to take Prednisone only occasionally, but gradually it gets more often in order for me to get on top of an exacerbation. It's either that or land in the hospital again. It really worries me. Will you be open and honest with me? I know I have to keep positive and keep doing things that will better my life and always keep HOPE, but I also want to be prepared for the future. What happens if my bronchial tubes get so scarred, they close? My DH says if he had lots of money, he'd buy me bronchial tubes.

I told him I don't think this is possible. I know there are lung transplants, but not just bronchial tubes, right? I have read the tubes can be stretched though, can't they? How would this work if they are already floppy with pockets from the bronchiectasis? Sorry so many questions! Can you tell how much I'm really pouring out my heart to you? Thanks so much again for caring and understanding, Helen!